Date – Monday 5 June 2023 – Published 2 February 2025
This would have been the hardest topic for me to write about, weeks ago and I have been putting of writing this but here we go.
In the past I said and told myself, that I was living in organised chaos/mess (please don’t speak anything into your life that you do not want to see/live). What would come out of my mouth when anyone questioned the mess or the amalgamation of stuff was “I know where everything is”.
Weeks ago I had to admit to myself that I didn’t. Sounds silly but I got the revelation, when my sister asked me for something and I knew it was in my room but I could not find it.
There is so much more I could write about this topic but I will cover it again in the future.
What sparked this topic was a dream I had weeks ago, what I remember about the dream is that I was kneeling down to open a cupboard in the kitchen, everything was normal and then all of the supplies turned into Sand or a sand like material. And then I said something like don’t worry God has us and I woke up.
I still remember that part of the dream and it has given me courage to let go of things and stuff I have been holding on to. Plus I have had support for my family all the way. Part of me has been scared to put myself, thoughts, feeling and opinions out in the open for all of see. And my room has always been that delaying strategy, “after this is done I can….”. For me, I can’t speak for anyone else, It is really just fear.
DO NOT put your future life on hold because of things or fear, that are here today and gone tomorrow. Truthfully it wastes your time and energy when you could be resting. God has you
I pray you let go of anything that has been weighing you down or keeping you stuck.
Have a blessed and amazing day
“casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.”
1 Peter 5:7 KJV
https://bible.com/bible/1/1pe.5.7.KJV
The cover art will hopefully be by the amazing @ellenhee once I have permission, but I want to thank Imani @thehoodhealer, @ninotbh and @ellenhee